It all starts in a little place called home. Now they say home is where the heart is. But what happens when you don’t know where your heart lies? When the walls you build to protect yourself come crashing down. The foundations break underneath your feet and you can physically feel the destruction and chaos as your heart starts to race up your throat and out of your mouth. You are now stood there, with your little red blood box in hand and you still have no control over where it gets placed. unsure of whether it will even survive because somebody has just ripped apart the world inside of you which you have only ever tried to protect And they still have control of your hearts rhythm. It still beats for them.You swore to yourself You would dedicate your life to do the best you can for you and you thought that this person was also going to dedicate theirs to you. Does this sound like a familiar feeling yet?
Ill be real i have felt exactly that before. That was my first experience of love. When things broke down and i didn’t know how to deal with it. The pain i was in still hasn’t healed after years and it probably never will. But if there is one thing i have learned it is that you are the master of your own destiny. You should be in control of everything to do with you and the moment you let go of something as valuable as your heart is the moment that you lose control. You run the risk of spiraling away from everything you have ever wanted. Everything you have ever dreamed of and there was nothing you could do to stop it because somebody else had control of your life. Take action! control your life no matter what anyone says. Ignore the hatred and judgement, No matter who it is. Its your life and you should do what you want to do for you. You are not the master of the life chessboard. But you can learn to master life’s chessboard. You choose what moves to play. Not anyone else.